1. What do we say when a Christian admits the church has driven them to atheism? And they don't mean ideologically.
  2. Sometimes, the bible bores me. Sometimes, I take scripture, grace, and Jesus lightly.
  3. I'm having one of those days. You know, the kind where you're filled with confusion, guilt, and fear? If you don't know what I'm talking about, just stop reading now.
  4. He looked me straight in the eye and said these words, almost in a challenging way, “I hate God. I do."
  5. I finally climbed all 109 mountains. My journey began out of desperation, fueled by anger, fear, resentment.
  6. Thank God for heroes: they inspire us to be better, to help others, to live and work for the good of our race. And thank God for villains, too: they incarnate our shadow side, our nocturnal soul, the dragon within us that must incessantly have its throat slit on the altar of repentance.
  7. How strange and yet how comforting: God prays to God for us, the Spirit to the Father. He sees through the fog of our emotions to what we truly need.
  8. He was providentially injecting streams of light into the darkness, that thereby he might lead them toward the true light of Christ.
  9. Show me. If I’m going to believe, I need to be convinced—on my terms.
  10. But one key theme that kept surfacing again and again was love: Jesus loved people, the Church showed me genuine love, and above all, God’s love in Christianity is unconditional.
  11. He has wandered away into the darkness of his doubting, got lost in his grief, confused by the pains he’s suffered. It happens. Shepherds sometimes become lost sheep as well.
  12. But on the mountain in Galilee, where we encounter a very different side of God, doubts overtake us. Why?